Thursday, April 7, 2011

Purgatory

I feel like I've been punched in the stomach and then hugged by the person who punched me. That's pretty much what just happened. My RE looked said there was a pregnancy, and I knew at once my fears turning into a reality. I know his happy tone and his worried tone. First he just saw a sack, then he measured the baby at 5w6d and couldn't see a heartbeat. He looked for a long time and found a heartbeat of 133. So, it's not over, but it's not good. He gave me a hug and said we'd recheck in a week. So I get to cry, and they get to enjoy a fresh batch of Irish Car Bomb cupcakes that I baked for them.
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6 comments:

  1. MarianneApril 7, 2011 at 8:29 PM

    I am so sorry hon. It sounds like you are in purgatory. HUGS

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  2. RebeccaApril 8, 2011 at 9:08 PM

    (((Hugs))) I am keeping you in my thoughts and hoping for good news soon.

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  3. MicheleApril 10, 2011 at 7:59 PM

    from LFCA... sending loving thoughts...

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  4. Kristen {www.buckupbuttercup.net}April 12, 2011 at 6:28 PM

    So sorry it must be so hard to wait. Hugs to you and praying for everything to go right.
    -Kristen from www.buckupbuttercup.net

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  5. My VegasApril 12, 2011 at 6:55 PM

    Stopping by from LFCA. I am not 100 percent sure what this all means for you and the little bean, but I am here with you right now in spirit, hoping for the best outcome for you. (((hugs)))

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  6. BrookeApril 13, 2011 at 9:04 PM

    Here from LFCA. Sending you strength and light and love during this difficult wait.

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